01-06-2008

Eyes are upon you
watching...waiting...anticipating
for the fall of your righteousness

Inside you are screaming, hurting
...no one notices the fight
But you're dying...

01-06-2008

Anger burns in her heart
frustration grips a hold of her mind
hatred swarms her

For what does she do this all for?
For who does she do this all for?
Not for herself just for others...others that have eyes but do not see, who have ears but do not hear

Is there a point screaming to the deaf?
A reason to hollow herself out for people who do not notice?

Poeple hurt her
...with words
...with glances
with whispers
yet she remains...
stuck in a worldthat she is not part of, a world that is not true reality

Her heart caves in
her mind settles to resolution
she prays
...prays
prays...
to reach death to live.

01-06-2008

A soft whisper of sorrow in her
her heart sways with the heat of her blood
tears spill
blood drips
a painful stab of insanity parades her mind
eyes burn
wrists split
thoughts suffocate
choke her throat
Red splits into blue
Blue breaths into red

Fall to the floor.

01-10-2008

Hurt, hatred, anger
she cries
her heart is burning, dying with the passion of two
Happiness is out of her grasp, out of her sight
she is dying inside...there is so much pain and destruction, how can she forget? Ho0w can she turn her face away from him?
fighting
lying
munipulation
love is kind
love isn't painful
it isn't blind, and yet she is blind.

01-15-2008

She lies
she cries
she dies
for people she is invisible to.

01-17-2008

He sits alone in a room of confusion, his mind racing with revenge and pity

…Wondering if she is doing the same

Bible sitting on the floor, disregarded, as he takes to the bottle he knows so well

Crying, hurt his heart is shattered; from the one love he pushed away


She is looking at him from the outside

Seeing nothing but hope and sorrow


She sits in a room of the future, her mind pondering the past

…knowing he is not doing the same


forgiving herself, knowing Christ is doing the same.

02/16/2008

This pain insider her, grasping in her mind. Turning to the addiction, oh, the anger inside

09/09/2007

You hear with a heart unspoken, are blind to the tears i shed.

08/15/2004

She lyed in bed trying to cry her sorrows away...
her thoughts dripped from her eyes in a bloody rage.